beads, flowers, freedom, happiness

i sometimes tend to swing that way, i'm afraid.
today's school was very boring. i managed to finish one picture, though – the one from the school ball. as you may or may not know, there's a certain person in my life with whom i've had so many unbelievable happenings it's, well, unbelievable. i won't disclose any names here, but let's call him Ten, just because that happens to be his nickname in my life. yes, people tend to get a nickname when they enter my life. so anyway, i had to draw him ... for sentimental value, or i dunno what lead me to it. it might be because he's graduating this year or something. for the curious, he's the red one. the blue one is a similar person, but from a friend's view.
also, we went to a tearoom with bunch of my classmates. well, this was fucking fun. i needed this so desperately, to just chill out with people i love and some hookah. i got high [can it even be called that when there was no pot? but you know, the feeling when it just goes into your head and you feel like ... man, nothing matters now, really] and we had some spectacular talks about various topics.
today was my japanese lesson. on my way back, i wanted to buy Her [yes, there is a she, no, i won't tell her name] a present, but ... there was nothing good enough, so i just went home.
today's card was reversed Temperance, but i have no idea why was it reversed. my day was quite fine. or it might have been a sign that everything will be okay, that there is no need to think about anything and just let myself enjoy the day.