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okay, so to explain yesterday's tarot journal. i really needed to decide one important thing, and that is, if i should or should not go over to his place. and the answer is no, because ... really, it would just bring troubles around. i don't want to betray anyone's faith in me, especially Her's, even though she says it wouldn't hurt her ... i know how much it hurt me, so i won't do it. i will make the sacrifice in a different way.
in other news, life has been pretty much okay. it's our easter break, so i'm just having me-time, making art, reading books and going out on evenings. a good life, i guess. especially in terms of art, i got some really nice pictures. although i should do some schoolwork too, mainly presentations and such. and after our break, there will be tests. oh how do i not look forward to that.
i had something i wanted to write about, but i forgot it. oh well, i guess i'll come back later and we'll see.