from cradle to coffin shall my wickedness be your passion

yes, another nightwish lyrics today, but ... it's so goddamn true.
i whored out myself again today, but the urge is just too strong. or is it? i dunno, actually. it's become more like a ... determination, a determination to see him down on his knees, pleading for his life. i guess he should have never tempted the siren, because this was to be expected.
in other news, i visited the library yesterday. i got some new books, like the chronicles of narnia [have been dying to read them ever since the movie came out] ... a book about the celts, how typical for me ... also, right now, i'm reading the story of O. what an impressive book ... gave me a whole new outlook on various relationships in my life. i need to finish it first before i make any conclusions, though, but it's really interesting. i mean, i'm not interested in bdsm that long, so i can't judge much, but ... impressive, yes. another book that's waiting for me is umberto eco's Foucault's Pendulum. a good friend gave this book to me and i can't wait to read it, since his literary taste is something i would also call impressive. and then, a bunch of Discworlds. yes, Sam owns the world.
today's afternoon was admirable. spent exactly the way i wanted to spend it. for once, i go to bed with my head light. or more like dizzy, taking the last two hours into account...
i can't rememebr today's card. it wasn't anything too good, though.