that mood again

i dunno, do you ever feel like there's nothing left in the world for you?
i've been feeling like that for the last few months. not a very nice feeling, i guess. could be called the burn-out syndrome, i guess, since i'm so very scared of all the changes that are coming.
life has been really strange recently, and i think i haven't hit the all-time low yet. and i don't really look forward to the day i will.
in other news, life was kind of boring today. just school ... then a nicely spent afternoon, but still. hiding in the darkness gets so very tiring. also, i drew a picture, but since i don't have a scanner of my own, it will have to wait until i see brother tomorrow. i really look forward to that ... haven't seen him in a long while and he might give me the advice i need so very much right now.
now i shall go and draw. this entry is kind of pointless, i know.
today's daily card was X - Wheel of Fortune, but reverted again. it kind of fits the mood of the day, nothing spectacular, all kind of bleh. i hope tomorrow will be better.