i feel emo.

so what's new?
art-wise, nothing much. because all i do nowadays is ragnarok. i mean, yes, i am a dork, but i had to give in soemday, i suppose. so i'm playing on the czech reborn server .. i have a soon-to-be-wizard mage and i play together with reina. it's fun, really.
the american guys were okay. they weren't fundies, so it was fine. we did various stuff with them, i saw the chateu in Kroměříž again for the 21486th time, but it was nice. also, that meant spending some quality time with my classmates and also with Her, so not that bad, i think? i got a CD with music but i don't know the names. this always ticks me off, when i don't know the names of songs.
also, i had a chance to practise my english - so that was good. also, if you have never had played master of puppets especially for yourself, then get someone and do it now. kotel did it for me and i almost climbed up the wall from all the eargasms i had.
in other news, mother decided to spend some money on me and bought me new shoes. very nice, although i tend to look all mature now, very scary.
in other news, today i got real emo and got cut myself up. by a doctor. my hand is all bleeding now, it has stitches and i can't move it. i feel like a cripple.
i'll shut it off for now and go do something constructive. i'm thirsty.