one more week

i still don't have a job. someone tell me how am i supposed to go to MOR when i don't have any money. i really need to find a wallet on the ground with 1000 crowns in it. or dollars or euro, doesn't matter much, the main thing is that i need some serious money. people have suggested i just tell my parents, but ... i would feel so extremely retarded doing that. i mean, i'm almost an adult. i feel bad asking anyone, and especially my parents, for money, even if it's for school things and so on. hell, i feel bad when mum buys me new clothes. i dunno, i'm a very sad case indeed.
other than that, life has been fine. She celebrated her 18th birthday yesterday. one big party. koskenkorva has to be the BEST thing i've vever drank, i always knew finland was a good country, with all the music and great scenery and herr holopainen and good vodka. appanrently, it's also herr hietala's favourite beverage. no wonder. also, i started drinking red wine. probably because of the memories i have of it, but still, it tastes good and i like it better than beer.
muse officially put me on the scrapheap. well, figures. i just don't know if it's good or bad.
school's over in a week. that's good, very good. vacation is a blessing. on monday i shall go and practise czech so i can pass the new maturita exam, on tuesday i'll just drav with Lančmítová, wednesday is Slovanská epopej for me [oh how i have been longing to draw that one] and thursday roaming around brno in search of literature stuff. friday - report cards and then baibai school for two months. i wonder what's waiting for me in those two months.
i will go and post some art here now.