reborn

no ragnarok.
Ten finally got out of school. it's been three days now .. and i feel fine, really. kind of ... reborn, that explains the title. i'm not sure i wil not break down tomorrow or the day after that, but i feel fine for the time being. at least until i see him again. unintentionaly, he made the parting much easier for me by doing what he did. for now, i've achieved the kind of zen-like peace in mind and heart.
other than that, life has been fine, really. i completely changed the music in my MP3 player, well except for nightwish, they stay at all occasions; some blind guardian, alestorm, tristania and such stuff finally found their place on the player.
and what will i do next in my life? just keep enjoying the presence of my class which i finally now have time for; keep studying japanese and maybe finally start finnish next year; and of course, delve deeper into all pagan stuff i can find. overally, things are gonna get interesting. at least until i manage to fuck up my life again.