oh la la

so, i'm back from temporary vacation.
i had to take it. my relationship was going down the drain and there was no other way but to use my sword .. if you get what i mean. this also marks the very first occasion cards have been completely and totally true and i'm really really glad i followed their advice.
other than that ... well, july was killed by this and august by licking my own wounds and trying to find a purpose in my life. it's harder than you might think.
there's school on monday. my heart will break the moment i rush upstairs and see a different class in Ten' classroom. and then i will finally break down and cry all the tears i have been suppresing since may. and my image will crumble down, oh well.
i'm also getting a new room. oh yay, but it will take a shitload of work that i alone must do. i've got strange feelings about this anyway. i'm also getting new glasses, go me.
well, time to get out from behind the computer and go out and do something creative. behave yourselves.