not dead

i know, i haven't written anything in ages. but... i just haven't had the lust for writing.
relationship-wise, life has turned upside-down in one day. She got a BF, so that's some official polyamory for me. it's hard handling such a relationship, though, very hard. i can't say i have felt at peace ever since it happened, really. hopefully it will pass, everything i wish for is her happiness.
in me-department, let's just say that i have also been out ... and i know the next time, stuff will be happening and it will also be the last time i will see him. oh well.
other than that, MOR. that was very very good. except for a bunch of drunk people, it was grand. i mean, Tobi is my new obsession, you should really see that guy on stage. he put up some amazing performance.
i'm cutting this short, i don't feel like typing it all out over and over again. i might post some art later, this was just to let somebody out there know i am not dead. well, not yet.